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The unwanted love  My Name Fie,simple 18,loving the piano and a very quiet personnot emo okay i'm in PTE Meragang lower 6 :), i'm such a quiet i mean a quiet person... but memajal i have the tendency to stalk blogs because i'm always outdated and lost and i have this fanatics on mythology ♥ ( i know i'm weird ), and this addiction to vampires.. they're so interesting to me :) I'M OFFICIALLY WEIRD! AND LOVING IT ♥ Chat Links perfectoneword.
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Carnival & Teacher day & Awards pictures - Friday, November 27, 2009 2:53 PM                  like i promised but there more to come :) To the EL Beso team / Music club : i LOVE you all so much the moments we had yesterday is the happiest moment of my lower 6 life before going to upper 6... and i will see you guys soon (tomorrow) looking through the pictures made me cried because i missed you all already like a family we'll never be apart i love you i'll do my best to make music club the best next year as your Vice President Congratulations to Afif & Dayah for the President and vice president of PR music club. To Sallihin becoming the head of the guitar To iqhwan becoming the head of piano / head of music club should i congratulate myself being Vice president of music club? haha last day of school - Thursday, November 26, 2009 8:53 PM Baby i know i'm a rebel today. and i'm loving it.. i know alot of you guys are unsure what to wear either PE or bebas.. i don't care anymore i just wear baju bebas.. when i arrived school everyone staring at me.. and i'm like oookkkay stop staring at me !!~ haha even the teacher tagur *teacher* - napa na kai bju PE? *fie* - hahah krg ku tukar ni ku bawa baju pe *points at my bag* *teacher* - bah tukar tia krg *fie* - *dlm hati* malas ku tukar hahah banar ku bawa PE tapi malas ku kan tukar panas plus my PE shirt like XL and my body like so average hahah bida... i told you i'm rebellious.. today i juggle between both japanese club and music club = running back and forth.. i helped out the japanese club with arranging the sushi.. and distributing the flyers.. haha and then for the music club we had our Final jamming in PTEM.. and few announcements...i'm officially the VP for the Music club next year...:) ( i hope i can do it ) i can say its a sad and happy emotions all mixed up in one day, we cried after the announcement of sham.. seeing Tara and Afif breakdown makes me wanna breakdown *being rebellious with crying doesn't sound rebellious at all* LOL instead of moping all day we decide (the music club) to spend the whole day together. so yeah in a group visiting the japanese club and the PRS.. i think we spend more time on the PRS photography booth where they have all this different props and we use it then pose *ITS CUTE AND FUNNY* They made me use 1. the fake white wig 2.sunglasses, 3.Santa hat, 4.Bunny ears, 5.hold the big bear and the rest of the EL beso team use the other props and each look funny and cute in it *memanat* Not to mention Hanif poking me with the lightsaber sword haha he knows m ticklish and hell yeah i squeak and scream hahah i'm gonna get you back !! next year!! once all the EL Beso gone home, me and sham spend the final moments on the guitar, i know you ask me to play i can't play the guitar that good as you so yeah.. i sing you sing haha no tears but funny being with you.. i can't cry but i feel like it.. and thank you for the song dedications.. Then went i reached home , we bring the cat to the vet cuz he seemed sick, turns out ada kutu!! so the vet gave some shots and some medication i'm feeling sorry for the cat that is sick right now i can't pet it as much as i want to~~ then went out to restaurant and eat and now i'm here blogging~ PS : uploading pics sooon teachers day - Wednesday, November 25, 2009 8:10 PM today is teachers day, i can say is fun the performance of EL Beso was awesome everyone like it. then after that the music club back to the usual jamming, memanat- live band karaoke singing and dancing like there no tomorrow.. then after finishing lunch i sang another song with a teacher the title of the song is hanya ingin kau tahu - Republik.. ( and the teacher compliment i can sing ) thank you and its the first time i'm singing again.. ^_^ Tomorrow will be the carnival i don't freaking care to use uniform or pe uniform for all i care.. last day of school.. who cares? well i don't haha PS : going to upload the photos sooon =D poem #15 confession - Tuesday, November 24, 2009 11:05 PM  he's in my mind all the time, i kept hearing this rhymes with his name, he's in my thought, i think he made it unlock unlocking what i never expected, falling for you.. yes i'm falling, although its not right for me to say, i don't want this friendship to end, just like lending me a pen.. if you can't love me so, then let it be that way, as long as you treat me like your friends, i wouldn't mind, =) because i know love can't be force that way, and i love you.. your asking me who? haha its just a random post i can't sleep tonight. no webcam this is what we do - 10:40 PM   this is what i get???? for not webcamming hahaha tiring - 9:33 PM Today is the final practice for the "teacher day" tomorrow will be the real deal, not nervous,not scared just tired..and then there will be the carnival the day after that, i'm going to stayback tomorrow to help out the japanese club.. Just now is full of fun, memanat, singing, playing the tambourine haha its fun.. i had so much fun, even i tried playing the violin , Abhar taught me how to hold the bow. haha gila look easy skali main bida bunyinya..  hahaha nah D there your answer. i'm trying not to pick sides hahaha i'm scribbling again undescribeable - Saturday, November 21, 2009 5:59 PM how does it feel like being compared to your previous ex-s? ( previous relationships )... well one of the dude (who happens to be my friend ) just did his mistake... *fie* - yeah i love chipmunks too , i can't wait for the next movie to come *dude* - yawah? my ex pun suka chipmunk brabz eversince the movie came out *fie* - hahah coincidence *dude* - could we not talk about this suddenly aku ilang mood, can you go online tonight? i wanna tell you something yeah feeling of awkwardness i stop talking about it...few hours passed i texted him instead... *fie* - bah i'm online now... *dude* - I just wanna tell that your face looks almost the same with my ex that why i want to know you more all this time and interest pasal chipmunk tadi sama brabz... *fie* - *feeling of shock* i cried how would you feel all this time your friend see you similarly like his exgf? but not seeing you as yourself? it hurts me deeply he did say that at first though he tried to get his words back it can't never healed me...seeing me as her and not myself really hurts...  Anyways today saturday.. i went home early since i don't have classed in the afternoon..i'm excited for the carnival.. yet at the same time i'm feeling dizzy right now i don't know why i got the headache... i'm sorry to Afif and Tara i should have told you guys earlier that i'm going home... so my mom and the rest bring us to Yayasan , had our lunch at Fratini's more hallelujah of pasta cravings.. combination with soda float to cool me down... man was it hot today...but then when i got home.. i got knockout and sleep the whole afternoon.. man that headache really hurts =/... |
